Dear Tim
I wanted to take the time to answer your question – but twitter is/was not the place, so I decided to answer you here.
You asked me…….
“@jenwagner does that include evil? God designed that as well?”
At first your sentence stopped me – not because I did not have an answer, but because your question took me back to a very dark time in my life and the emotions your question brought forth were quite strong.
But regardless of that – My answer to your question is a very strong “NO”.
Some people might argue that God created Man, Man is Evil, so therefore God created Evil.
But evil is NOT a creation.
Evil is a choice. A choice because we have free will.
And evil is the 100% lack of God’s presence.
I don’t understand evil. I don’t understand 9/11, or parents who kill their children (or hurt children), or people who beat up on other people, or people who take what is not theirs…..or so many other evils that exist in the world.
And in all those actions….God in not in those actions.
But God was there??
Allowing it – I am not sure.
But was God there, yes, I am sure.
If I might, let me share a story.
In my 30’s I was hurt badly….I won’t go into details, that is not necessary. But while I was being hurt for a brief moment I stopped and asked God where He was? In the splittest of seconds, I realized that God was not in the action. 100% of the hurt was coming from a total separation from God…..but in that time God was with me. A voice, a presence, a comfort, told me that God was with me, that this would be over soon, and I was not alone.
I was not promised all would be okay – but I was promised that I was not alone.
Did evil exist at the moment – YES.
Had God designed that evil – NO.
Did God allow that evil — ?? That is where I hem and haw at times…..for I don’t understand evil and its power.
But that is my limited thinking for I only see things from Jen’s viewpoint – that is limited in so so many ways. My vision is skewed and I have to trust that God’s vision is better than 20/20. He sees the pieces that I do not see.
And I know all things work together for good to those who love God.…..even things that are evil….and even when I don’t understand them or why.
So when you ask me – Did God design evil – again, I would strongly say “NO”. He did not.
Does HE allow evil? Not in the stand back and approving kind of way – but He allows evil to exist because he has given man free will in choosing his actions….which can be both good or evil.
Those are my thoughts and my answer to your question.
Jennifer
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